Yuh
Summer full of injuries, I'm healin' now (yeah)
Got this local anesthetic, now my feelings down (yeah)
I stay over-glazed while I'm whizzin' 'round
Said it's crazy, all this shit, and ends is different now (true)
Give it to me straight, don't want the ring-around (fair)
See, I ain't got the patience, that's all in a jar (oh)
Postin' pics up on your 'Gram, you love your Instaclub
But all that love is fake, somethin' to think about
It's been a decade now, and I'm still doin' in and outs
I'm tryna change my ways, but I can't see a different style (naw)
Exhalin' all this guilt and anger in a cloud
I went away to get it straight, spent a minute now
See I ain't done no gigs, but all them tickets slingin' out (true)
Stuck up with the same pattern, tryna switch it 'round
Dippin' up (dippin' up, dippin' up...)
I don't wanna think about the way I felt
Surely now you got me where my spirit dwells?
I want to hold you but I don't want to be held
Don't want to be held (don't want to be held)
Foreign forces had me in a different space
Open doors to demons, they was in my living space
Tryna sort my life out, felt like I was in a race
Got my energy on positive, I've been awake
Strange (yup) realisin' what they take
If I can't see you, it's 'cause I'm busy switchin' lanes
Can't see and now I'm on a higher plane
If it's love then it's love, you just gotta tell me straight
Wasted so much time, I ain't got none for a mate
So wipe my shit up on my plate, if you're sayin', say it straight
I ain't into no debate, if you rock with me, relate
I'm on time and you is late, now I'm gone it's give and take
Bill and break, bridges set alight while I'm dancin' in the flames
I was reckless, now I'm grown, I'm livin' kinda tame (how?)
Sippin' on some Pinot Grig' entertainin' games, it's a shame (fuck it)
The things I did devote my time to (what?)
Now I'm steppin' forward, if you're stayin', we about to
Straight, said I'm on another plane
See me dippin', yeah I'm gettin' out of range
I don't wanna think about the way I felt ('bout the way I felt)
Surely now you got me where my spirit dwells?
I want to hold you but I don't want to be held
Don't want to be held (don't want to be held)
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I don't wanna think about the way I felt
Surely now you got me where my spirit dwells?
Wanna hold you but I don't want to be held
Don't want to be held