I don't like pressure But I'm gonna put it on you anyway And it's a pleasure To get an idea of how you spend your day So I can ruin it in every way (every, ooh) And I don't mind questions 'Cause I'm in the mood for torture anyway But I liked you better Before you got my bite marks on your face You sure know how to fill my heart with rage, uh If I'm not the first one to call your name, I wanna be the first one to make you go insane (I'm gonna make you go-) If I'm not the first one to say goodbye, I wanna be the first one to make you cry I'm gonna be the first this time! ♪ I don't trust instinct But I'm gonna go with my gut anyway But I care what you think So, I'm gonna try a little self-restraint And twist every single little word you say, uh Promise you everything Gonna give it all and take it back again I'll watch your heart sink 'Cause all I wanted was the fun and games I'm still not sure what fun is, anyway, uh And if I'm not the first one to cut you out I wanna be the first one to fill your head with doubt (I'm gonna find out) If I've got it all wrong, you've really got a say I don't want to let my mouth run and give too much away-ay-ay 'Cause there's so much I know you'll hate If I'm not gonna be the first At least let me be the worst 'Cause I'm not sure what you learned I'm sorry, this is gonna hurt (this is gonna hurt) And I'm hardly treasure But I'm gonna get this off my chest either way I need a second to work out what you want me to say