Haven't felt the same happiness since elementary People tryna lock me in creative penitentiaries My high school experience started fucking with me mentally Can't see ahead of me Embedded in my head is thoughts of feeling Empty Thoughts so sick That's why I where the mask often I get lost when I spit Everything's dumb I'm feeling numb Hating my presence Like a bad christmas Is this hell Oh well I'm dismissive Tell me If I'm dreaming That's what I'm wishing I cant' find a human I relate to I can't find a person that don't hate who I am I am I am I am ♪ S S H V D O W I can't find the will to love you S S H V D O W I don't know what this has come to S S H V D O W I can't find the will to love you S S H V D O W I don't know what this has come to S S H V D O W I can't find the will to love you S S H V D O W I don't know what this has come to