I'm exorcising demons like they owe me Well, they own me, and I let them just the same I crack the weak sensations that control me That console me through the tailspins I can't tame I smell of something rotting I'm unknotting every promise that I made I wipe the blood, besotting Pray for clotting, I remember all you didn't say Didn't say Didn't say, didn't say I was perfect or unchanging Rearranging how I feel about you every day I hate the way I hate you No one made you stay up with her, give in, and walk away I swallowed something rotting I'm unknotting every promise that you made I wipe the blood, besotting Pray for clotting, here I live with all you threw away So I sever ties 'cause I know it's all Bloody knees and broken bone And I can't kneel in dumpster gallows At your table, dead, ideal I heard you say you're all alone I'd wring my own neck raw refusing to atone To atone To atone, to atone