The pain is arrogant
A forced smile hurts the most
Course she told me no
I've gotten used to it though
Life got dramatic
We couldn't manage
Your anger is valid
I wanna hurt me
Bored of everything
Bitter like black tea
Thoughts clamoring
Blackened memory
Nostalgic internal bleeding
No one left for me
(No one left for me)
Gone cold
No love left or anything
No one left for me
(No one left for me)
I'm a corpse and my vision is shuddering
Won me over
With your rose tint paragraph
Your eyes tricked me
Into thinking I was good enough
(Good enough)
In hindsight
I was never good enough
You just felt bad for me
Ay
If I'm wrong tell me now
You gotta tell me now
It would help me out
It would help me out
If I'm wrong tell me now
Just wanna make you proud
Help this baby out
Help this little baby out
I don't wanna be a burden
But the face on the wall
Has told me I am
Fingers round your neck
Love got you paralyzed
Gasping for a breath
Life long rest
Longing for the paradise
Where she's kept
And I not got for time for razors
If Scars make you stronger
I don't want them
I don't wanna see no tears either
For help I'm not desperate
I'm better rotting
It's not fair
I'm not alone
But I feel like I am
Anyway
It's a fucking piss-take
It's not fair
I don't care
I got blood, enough to spare
I'm not scared of being a mistake
Writhing
I'm Moaning for comfort
Hunger
Pulsing for mother
Motherfucker
My Innocence
Is torn away
From me
Don't comfort me
I don't deserve it
Trust me
Please
Life with you was a fairy tale
I can't be having that
Nah nah nah nah nah