Can I really chalk it up to bad luck? My home betrayed me and I've seen too much Can I really go through my days like this? I wanna crawl out of my skin The only thing that feels worse Than having faith in nobody Is this sinking feeling that it's all because of me Can I really chalk it up to my blood? I've seen the patterns and they call my bluff Can I really go through my years alone? The trauma's all I've ever known The only thing that feels worse Than having faith in nobody Is this sinking feeling that it's all because of me Life is so boring when I know every day is gonna be like this Think I need some drugs First I need some friends Think I'll drink to forget Will I ever feel comfortable again? Can I really chalk it up to my brain? They say I'm depressed but really I'm deranged Some days I want to suffer No I want to be better than her She looks good like me but she can't hurt like me no She looks good like me but she can't fuck like me Think I need some time To bury through my mind Think I'll ache 'til I die When my body just doesn't suit me right And if I had a son I'd resent him for his power over me And if I had a daughter I would hide her so she wouldn't have to be...