I am no longer in human form I go where you place me I make pretty patterns in the flesh Of a body I've disowned I don't want to leave my bed I don't want to see my friends I love you, I want to throw up I love you but it's not enough You can no longer push past the layers No you can't reach me now You are curious Everybody wants to say they've been here But no one wants to stay for long I'm a haunted house I don't want to leave my bed I don't want to see my friends I love you, I want to collapse You love me but just not like that I am not a strong woman I will write you a million songs 'til you take me back And you'll be looking down at me From your pedestal where I put you at I'm weak, I cannot eat and "it's not you, it's me" I'll be your dog, I'll be your sleigh I'll be your bride, I'll be your babe I'll be anything that you want except okay I'll be anything but okay If you could just kiss me Or just sleep next to me If you could just kiss me I want you so bad that it's killing me I am no longer in human form I go where you place me