Okay it's 5:30 a.m
Alarm tellin' me to get up make friends
My mom tellin' me to not trust satan
He'll give you the world, but you'll still feel vacant
Say I'm strong, but I lied 'cause I still feel weak
Play pretend with my eyes 'cause I cannot speak
Who am I to disguise hide my feelings deep, deep, deep
What if I lose it all?
Tryna figure out where I'm 'spose to be
What if I chose to fall?
Will it mess your path and Your plans for me 'cause
What's this lil life without problems
I keep it going and forget that I got 'em
It's just me alone I don't know who else could solve 'em
It feels like things changed just like the leaves in the autumn
I'm afraid to mess it up
Waste it all and lose your trust
How I fall away so many times, but you still call me son
Put my faith up in the one
Know the enemy will come
But this word my loaded, uh
But this word my loaded gun, gun, gun
'Cause I don't wanna mess it up
My chains say you're not gettin' up
The weight just makes me throw my love away, away, away
The winds and waves may come, but I know the one who holds the sea
Sometimes it's so hard to trust remind myself to believe
Spirit come on down I need your love heart on my sleeve
Tell myself I'm fine so I just put this song on repeat
What if I lose it all?
Tryna figure out where I'm 'spose to be
What if I chose to fall?
Will it mess Your path and Your plans for me 'cause
What's this lil life without problems
I keep it going and forget that I got 'em
It's just me alone I don't know who else could solve 'em
It feels like things changed just like the leaves in the autumn
I'm afraid to mess it up
Waste it all and lose your trust
How I fall away so many times, but you still call me son
Put my faith up in the One
Know the enemy will come
But this word my loaded, uh
But this word my loaded gun, gun, gun