So are we gonna pretend That we were never gonna end Tryna hide from the past, but you still wanna be friends And now I wanna run away, I never wanted to be with you And now I'm chasing all the things wherewith us I could never do Cause I've been searching for somebody want somebody to love Cause I've been holding onto things that I know aren't enough You got me spinning, feeling like I'm on a wheel You got me loving, wondering if life was ever real So are we gonna pretend That we were never gonna end Tryna hide from the past, but you still wanna be friends I don't know what to feel anymore, anymore I don't know what to feel anymore, anymore Cause I've been searching for somebody want somebody to love Cause I've been holding onto things that I know aren't enough You got me spinning, feeling like I'm on a wheel You got me loving, wondering if life was ever real