What if I got everything I wanted
But I didn't You right beside me
That would be sad
Look what we had
Chasm of our past
I'm pushing to the back
Haven't gotten used to being far away, it's obvious
Look at the distance that was made
Like how can we possibly recover?
Remember when I wrote to you every day?
That was such an indelible kind of summer
Now I'm falling off track
I'm losing my center of gravity
The whole situation is a travesty
I used to run the race like I was training like an athlete
I was so afraid of bеing buddies with the apathy
I feel right now
I feel it in my soul
I'm on solid ground
Whenеver the wind blows
Abandoned by the people I considered kinfolk
Now my confidence is facing a diminuendo
Wasn't feeling myself
I looked to other people that was elf on a shelf, oh no
I ignored what I felt
Scared of losing everything. I feel like a failure
Even though I got a lot of things accomplished
Envy got me spinning now I'm dizzy off the toxins
Felt so alive nowadays I'm an imposter
Can you really change the heart of a monster?
What if I got everything I wanted
But I didn't You right beside me
That would be sad
Look what we had
Chasm of our past
I'm pushing to the back
Haven't gotten used to being far away, it's obvious
I know you feel not good enough
But you gotta get up again
Doubt is weighing heavy on your shoulders
Welcome to the 99 percent
I'm not a boy wonder
I'm not getting younger
But I'll still shoot my shot
Even with a broke jumper
Not everybody nice to you will treat you like a brother
So keep it covered
I learned to keep it quiet and tucked it all away
People come and go you're just another face
Everybody's busy and I learned to be okay
I'm just tryna accomplish one goal for today
Even though I got a lot of things accomplished
Envy got me spinning now I'm dizzy off the toxins
Felt so alive nowadays I'm an imposter
Can you really change the heart of a monster?
What if I got everything I wanted
But I didn't You right beside me
That would be sad
Look what we had
Chasm of our past
I'm pushing to the back
Haven't gotten used to being far away, it's obvious
What if I got everything I wanted?