Time keeps stretching forward I'm chasing after Don't know what's more important Will it last when I'm gone Yeah I messed it up It's always so dark I can't find a way out til I have a change of heart I wish that you never left You still haunt me everyday And though I know you're not dead So far you feel past the grave I know control is a virtue in my head I will be pure of this envy I possess It wasn't friends And I'll die on that hill Cause you said what you said And I felt what I felt I was fine till I took the time to think about it Now it's my whole life don't know what to do without it Always on my mind no it's never felt this crowded I'm just looking for something to keep me grounded Turn my feelings off just carry on drowning It's easier if you bury and pretend that you never found it I wish that you never left You still haunt me everyday And though I know you're not dead So far you feel past the grave I know control is a virtue in my head I will be pure of this envy I possess