Digging you up
On the bus
The window looks blurry you look different
It feels like it's been years
I'm still reflecting
I should've been there for you
And now everything feels empty
My stomach is sinking
I'm so sorry
In hindsight I see everything clearer
I wish I realised before it's not much use now
I wish I hadn't let you down
You didn't deserve that I'm sorry that's my bad
I'll carry all there memories with me
I'd like to go back there but we've grown seperately
I'm doing alright but somehow everything feels empty
Hope you're okay you're probably better off without me
Doing the things I love has never felt this desolate
And every time I try to write something you're in my head
You make me want to forget all the hurtful shit you said
Every time I write it'd about you I miss you so bad
I wanna reconnect with you feel like an idiot
I see you everywhere planned my future with you in it
So naive I should know things never work out as planned
Tried to do something good turned into something bad
Yeah we had something good I want back what we had
Never thought that I could connect as deep as that
Didn't want things to happen this way rounf
I can't turn them back around
Now my insides are falling into my hands
I dug you up
On the bus
The windows were blurry cause I was choking up
It feels like it's been years that I've been thinking about it
I should've been there for you
The truth is I was so damn angry
I couldn't see past the red
I'm sorry