Close your eyes, I'll eventually take you there
I am the clown that cries, lovingly leading to the gas chambers
And I apologize for being unprepared
But I get you, believe that I do
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Blessed, are we? Laugh about it now
Bury it down just a little more
Drank December, became volatile
I've lost control and bruised my hand on the floor
Yeah, we're so proud of a man you can't become
Smile a bit, it's ugly when you don't
I'm the bitch fit you always throw
The great pretender replaying this bender
Your least favorite age, your fears, mistakes your faults
You never meant to call, or even talk at all
Drink alcohol, or like my songs
Is that so wrong or too much to ask for?
Like shit to flies I'm attracted to despair
We've gotten way too high, burned up like solar flares
Yeah you may be right but I deserve to be sometimes
If only you were nice and I was there