I've been down so long that I can't feel it anymore Every time I put my pencil to the page All this broken glass and smoldering ash around me Makes it hard for me to see right through the haze And I wonder Just what is there left for me to explain? And I wonder What the Hell do you want me to say? I could tell you But you just won't know the half of it I should blame you But I won't give you the credit I'll keep ripping apart All the scars on my heart I'll beat this on my own I've been down the road and paid the tolls of penance Since I signed up to become the Devil's own All these broken thoughts have become such a menace As I struggle just to find my way back home And I wonder Did you get your fill of misery and pain? And I wonder Are these words enough to lead you on your way? I could tell you But you just won't know the half of it I should blame you But I won't give you the credit I'll keep ripping apart All the scars on my heart I'll beat this on my own ♪ I could tell you But you just won't know the half of it I should blame you But I won't give you the credit I'll keep ripping apart All the scars on my heart I'll beat this on my own I could tell you But you still won't know the half of it I should blame you But I won't give you the credit I'll keep ripping apart All the scars on my heart I'll beat this on my own I've been down so long that I can't feel it anymore But something tells me that's about to change