I wrecked my own
Hurt all the ones who loved the most
I wanted those who never ever wanted me at all
No I'm not proud of all the things
I did I cannot explain
Why I behaved that way all this while ago
The pain I caused you came back twice at me
But you won't ever ever know
It's only when you set me free
That when I realise that I was wrong
But I will never show you how I moved on
Still I put on my best behavior
Still I put on my best behavior
For you
Still I put on my best behavior
Still I put on my best behavior
For you
Giving my best
Expecting the worst
Lending my all
Bend till it hurts
Sometimes I'm too much
It'll never be enough
Accepting what is
But taking no shit
Planning to save
Head out for a trip
But money don't come that easy
And all I want is what I never needed
If I read the signs you know I wouldn't be here
The pain is overdue But there's a lesson here
I know I'll never be the same again
The pain I caused you came back twice at me
But you won't ever ever know
It's only when you set me free
Thats when I realise that I was wrong
But I will never show you how I moved on
Still I put on my best behavior
Still I put on my best behavior
For you
Ill give my best for you
Still I put on my best behavior
Ill give my best
For you
If I read the signs you know I wouldn't be here
The pain is overdue But there's a lesson here
If I read the signs you know I wouldn't be here
The pain is overdue But there's a lesson here
If I read the signs you know I wouldn't be here
The pain is overdue But there's a lesson here
I know ill never be the same again