Lost heart just know that I'm holding Be strong before you hit the ocean floor Your wide eyes open in the morning Oh One day you'll find your way back I know your fall and your calling Saw art in the storm as I calmed it all My love's still here while your hope is gone One day you'll find your way back home (One day, one day, you'll find your way) One day, one, day you'll find your way Indigo in my skin let the pen bleed through Yahweh killed his son could he end me too Left for dead in the morning never refresh these wounds I'm tryna give my life a meaning just to get me through They tell me hell will be a fire in the sea of all my friends While I'm lining up at heaven to never see them again Feathers descending off of my wings I pretend I didn't see it ahead, this is where we begin Young and lost in the clouds Freedom in spiralling down Seeded will he ever sprout Ceiling collapse with the sound of screaming As we fall south but at least we see the route The sea feasts on the fear of finally leaving the house I find I lean on my doubts More than I lean on myself More than I write on these pages to help me figure it out Through sunrises and phases it's way too many to count Followed by a flock of pages falling straight to the ground I'm out I don't wanna fall I don't wanna die You can leave me at home You can leave me behind I don't wanna fall I don't wanna die You can leave me at home You can leave me behind Now it's your time to fall Yeah it's your time to fall Are you gonna swim? Are you gonna try? Reaching down for a heavenly hand Eyes to the sky but my head in the sand I mean I try to decide for the better of man But I'm spending my time alive to be better than them And now the severance is present till I'm dead in the end But you don't let it begin Another lesson I live Another test in this script, but no regrets whenI slip Unless my pessimistic ways get the best of this kid Spending Years Of Understanding This Heaven Let in my first breathe Finish my first sentence Livin' in Earth's crest Freedom and forgetting, it's Years Of Understanding This Hell Fear when amidst death Memories cursed blessings It's youth This is YOUTH