When did I get lost I'm losing sight and I can't stop Reflecting all the doubt And I'm blaming everyone else I've been pushing out and shutting down The ones who been looking out If I let them in to see They'll look at me so differently I have to take control to find out The moment I went wrong and hide out If the worst is yet to come so right now I sit here in silence Afraid that I might be giving up I still don't understand Why they stick around, why they give a fuck Everything I've said Just makes it worse and I push my luck In time I will come around (come around) And I'll see the sun if I don't drown (don't drown) So many apologies I lose count Waiting for the day we just sit back and laugh it out Don't wanna be damaged Don't wanna be worthless So, I'm never losing sight I have to take control to find out The moment I went wrong and hide out If the worst is yet to come so right now I sit here in silence Afraid that I might be giving up (Whoa... No... I'm giving...) Say we're fine, say in once, I just gotta hear it Paranoia is taking over, I know I can feel it And I wanna close my eyes Always trouble to my left so I'm looking to my right, uh And it don't matter cause it comes where I go When I'm home in New York or London and Tokyo And trust me I can't explain it or let alone contain it I'm giving up on me and I didn't write this just for entertainment I have to take control to find out The moment I went wrong and hide out If the worst is yet to come so right now I sit here in silence Afraid that I might be giving up I'm giving up Afraid that I might be giving up I'm giving up I might be giving up