60 days of night, 20 years and I'm still not fucking fine,
It's getting hard to feel,
6 feet under too late to save me, I'm not okay,
One way trip to the grave will take me, I'm not okay,
I'm not okay,
I won't let this take me,
But I've been here one too many times,
I know this place is fucked up darling,
When it seems hard to live and so easy to die,
These feelings won't go away,
Tell me that I'm gonna be okay,
I close my eyes and take a breath,
Each one I take is one less left,
Wasted youth, Eternal debt,
Terrified of what comes next,
I'm sick of all the emptiness,
Living dead amongst the rest,
So tell me,
Will these days ever end,
Are we getting closer or lost again,
I won't let this take me,
Show me the way,
Will these days ever end,
Are we getting closer or lost again,
I won't let this take me,
Show me the way,
This Absence,
Hey, Hey, I'm not okay,
Hey, Hey, I'm not okay,
All I want is to feel like I belong, Is that so fucking wrong,
I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, Nothing more, Nothing less,
Just a waste, I feel so fucking out of place,
I won't let this take me,
But I've been here one too many times,
I know this place is fucked up darling,
When it seems hard to live and so easy to die,
I'm so sick of being lost in familiar places, Counting the time I've wasted,
Stuck in the motions I can't seem to break away, Break away,
Tell me I'll be fine, And this is all just in my mind,
Will these days ever end,
Are we getting closer or lost again.