I've been waiting for the day
When you'd finally feel the same
Letdown confusion that has
Plagued your past mistakes
From the preacher to the martyr you left
Your messages unfiltered and when
The pen is pointing back the other way
What do you have to say?
Was it all too much to handle
Or are the reasons meaningless?
Have you struggled with the thought that this is
Exactly what you get?
For the people you have held back
From breaking out and strengthening
The bond that you were breaking for
Your god damn selfish needs
Selfishly, you don't deserve me
Selfishly, you don't deserve me
I hope that you enjoy all that you read
And the taste of your own medicine
Has been so bittersweet
And I'm best known for holding grudges
But words fall through my teeth
I won't spend another night waiting for
Who you're supposed to be