It's been too much time Since that state of mind Crossed my threshold again The way you smiled so God damn bright I welcome you in So how could I concede that all the blame Was placed on me Second chances were nothing you or I could keep If I fall into a wasted headspace Not sure I'll keep you out of it You hold my attention While I'm weak and questioning The purpose of these games Of start and stop we play While the feeling slowly fades I'm not holding a grudge for every Excuse that you made Why won't you hear me You won't hear me Calling for relief when nothing is said? And I'm sick from the nights I spent Writing all my hate away And I hope that you never return to your place inside my head Inside my head Cause I'm fucked again if you come back When you come back Don't come back