Convincing myself that my soul is holy
In love with my side when I had a trophy
I learn from mistakes but for those who know me
Im too damn stubborn like my mother told me
I
Had to learn from my careless ways
From too many lovers, how dare I say
I shoulda chose 1 but from day to day
I get bored, cause 1 girl just loves to foreplay
Heart on my sleeve, she needs me to please
I hated the distance, seceded from me
An ongoing battle I cannot win
I wanna get right, Gotta look within
I'm wasting my time while she chases men
With low credit, embedded cause were best of friends
Too damn toxic, its what I'm used to
A hole in my heart cause this love is voodoo
I know what you been through
But still I continue
To live with the false hope
That this is love and I might cope
Fall off then you come back
Even though I don't want that
You claim you're a blessing
Turns out you're a lesson
Back to the basics, we cannot change
Cause everytime I see you or hear your name
I wanna leave the party and make a scene
Cause everything about you inside your jeans
Niggas would kill for, that's what I'm here for
Started as friends what I waited a year for
Niggas always ask how I wifed you up
Cause the pipe game might change a couple of bucks
Chased the bag, I make you mad
You say you hate me, feelings pass
Make up and fuck, and just my luck
You say that you love me, that's a plus
But how could I leave, I decide to stay
My model with a bottle, she's on the runway
I need to move on but what's the chance
You won't pop up, I'm caught up for one more dance
I know what you been through
But still I continue
To live with the false hope
That this is love and I might cope
Fall off then you come back
Even though I don't want that
You claim you're a blessing
Turns out you're a lesson