All by myself, I used to be a good person
But in my heart there was a darkness inside
Put on a smile for everybody around me
Harder and harder every time I lied
What is this voice I suddenly hear inside me?
Pulling me down every time that I try
Seeing the end where once there was a future
And now all I want to do is die
I want to leave it all behind
I want to take a step into the light
I wanna be the person that I used to be
Before I went to the dark side of the sun
I wanna leave it all behind
But this anger cannot be denied
So I'm just gonna lock myself inside
And that's what keeps me alone
There was a time I knew the meaning of "happy"
I was a boy who thought the future was bright
Every day people wanted to see me
Now every day seems to be dark as night
What have I done to deserve what I've been feeling?
What do I do to stop the hate that's inside?
Is there a place on this earth without hurting?
And is there somewhere there that I can hide?
I want to leave it all behind
I want to take a step into the light
I wanna be the person that I used to be
Before I went to the dark side of the sun
I wanna leave it all behind
But this anger cannot be denied
So I'm just gonna lock myself inside
And that's what keeps me alone
All by myself, I'm just a ghost of a person
And in my heart there's only darkness inside
Can't even smile for anybody around me
Can't see a future worth living this lie
I used to be the one that people looked up to
I used to be the one with something inside
I used to be someone with something to live for
Not just a husk sitting and waiting to die
I want to leave it all behind
I want to take a step into the light
I wanna be the person that I used to be
Before I went to the dark side of the sun
I wanna leave it all behind
But this anger cannot be denied
So I'm just gonna lock myself inside
And that's what keeps me alone