In what could be the final moments You're finally alive After all this time of being so fragile That motherfucker is dead inside Or so it feels when ICU lights bring to light that I am the man I am because of those that I'm scared of losing So when I think of all my fears of you fading Well, thinking of leaving is something I'd never do I thought I'd bring homely mementos 'Cause you are just a girl New to this sterile world My timing wasn't right And that selfish waster thinks that I'm a fool for all this time So when I think of all my fears of you fading Well, thinking of leaving is something I'd never do I bought magazines To help you believe there's life outside of this box When things get worse We, we're kinder I've learnt But the trace of him's gone in here Where did he go? But the trace of him's gone in here Where did he go? He's turned a blind eye His soul in reverse We brought this boy home to hang on his father's curse He's turned a blind eye His soul in reverse We brought this boy home to hang on his father's curse So when I think of all my fears of you fading Well, thinking of leaving is Something that only a man like him would do 'Cause he lied to us Yes, he lied 'Cause he lied to us Yes, he lied As soon as that boy was at her side Yeah