I can't keep my composure
When your name comes on the screen
I know that you want closure
But I just let it ring
Cause we would talk all night
When I could call you mine
I miss the way things used to be
And I still wanna talk to you
And tell you that I'm fine
But I'd be lying through my teeth
And I
Act like
Everything is fine
And you don't even know about
All the times I've cried
Cause you don't know the pain
The way I'm stuck in time
Cause I just replay
Every word you said that day
And you don't know the truth
I try to block you out
But you just refuse
I guess the feelings won't go away
My tongue feels numb from biting
When I act like I'm okay
I keep her here beside me
And smile even though it's fake
And you probably think
I've moved on to better things
But if I try to look in her eyes
I'll see you staring back
And you don't know the pain
The way I'm stuck in time
Cause I just replay
Every word you said that day
And you don't know the truth
I try to block you out
But you just refuse
I guess the feelings won't go away
I have to carry the weight
I have to bury the hate
And you don't even care
That you're the one who made me this way
I feel so hurt and confused
I carried burdens for two
You said forever
Now that's severed
What am I gonna do
I have to carry the weight
I have to bury the hate
And you don't even care
That you're the one who made me this way
I feel so hurt and confused
I carried burdens for two
You said forever
Now it's severed
What am I gonna do
You don't know, I'm weak
I saw you last night in my dreams
And now I can't bring my self to sleep
And you don't know I'm scared
I thought I'd be alright but I'm unprepared
For what's next
You're not next to me