The marrow in my bones
I can feel you next to me
But you're something I don't know
Cause you're someone I can't see
Maybe I'm just too afraid
I've been a mess, just breaking down
Wish I could say I made you proud
But I'd be lying through my teeth
I wanna tell you that I tried
I wanna tell you that I put up a fight
I could only tell white lies
I could only tell white lies
I wanna tell you that I tried
I wanna tell you I could leave it all behind
I could only tell white lies
I could only tell white lies
And now I'm losing hope
There's nothing left of me
When did I lose control
When did I let you leave
Now I know that it's not true
I say I did all that I could do
Every part of me was supposed to bleed for you
But I don't know what I still believe
I wanna tell you that I tried
I wanna tell that I put up a fight
I could only tell white lies
I could only tell white lies
I wanna tell you that I tried
I wanna tell you I could leave it all behind
I could only tell white lies
I could only tell white lies