How did it get this bad I've been trapped A hole the shape of man Tell me what's left Subtract until there's nothing But a shell Of who I used to be And now im screaming out This feeling before, Im outta control Please someone take the wheel Peaced out, another one down Is this how I'm supposed feel Bring me back down Earth's moving away, heads up into space And I know how this ends Can't feel the ground, worlds spinning around But here we go again Suffocating feels like we been here before Never getting to pick myself off the floor I just wanted to make better choices today But I'm haunted by every fucking mistake Fucked up, I can't think straight Everyday it slips away I don't want this anymore Been beaten down and sore It's like it's all the same shit Same place, habits, can't change it Endless cycle repeats Why can't I just fuckin see Why can't I just fuckin see Fucked up, can't think straight I can't make the same mistake Fucked up, can't think straight Put me outta my misery I can't make the same mistakes Fucked up, can't think straight Put me out of my misery Spent my time Craving sanity Every dime On this poison I've lived life One foot in the grave Hung outside Deaths fucking door again Deaths fucking door Deaths fucking door again