Once again, I'm left To my own devices I feel stuck, in this bed I'm sick of all my vices Hold me down Keep me sane Fucking take me out Of this hell I've made Been here before, I can't take it Convinced myself, I can't change it Trapped between instability And the solace lost in serenity I've made peace with the demons that haunt my sleepless nights And I, wonder if you know the feeling, of what it's like To waste, every waking second wishing you were someone else It feels, like I've spent the past few years, faking what I've felt Again I'm left To my own devices I feel stuck, in this bed I'm sick of all my vices I swear to God these walls have ears It feels like I've never been alone in here I spent so much time feeling sorry for myself Every mistake I make I just blame everybody else Floating in an endless prison Of my own design Drowning in the undertow Of ankle deep seas in my mind Locked myself in cages With keys in arms reach Suffocated by the hands That were supposed to feed Floating in an endless prison Of my own design Drowning in the undertow Of ankle deep seas in my mind Locked myself in cages With keys in arms reach Suffocated by the hands That were supposed to feed Once again I'm left To my own devices I feel stuck, in this bed I'm sick of all my vices Hold me down Keep me sane Fucking take me out Take me out Take me out Of this hell I've made