I live in a world of death, where I can't find a place for myself? I was the only one who stayed, watching all hope fade So many former friends unlearned what it meant to be alive Not just to pretend to live while they barely exist There is no right life in the wrong one I never wanted to live their numbing life gone wrong They waste their time in pointless jobs They get addicted, they drink a lot They beat and hurt the ones they love They stumble and give up when things get tough They'll die alone, enslaved by drugs With tears in their eyes, they pray to God They lose all trials, they are outlawed Becoming ghosts, walking abroad We all are casualties Numb, hurt and blind With nothing to leave behind We lost our battles But we go on Already dead when we were born This crisis ends When everything's collapsing When tiny daisies Break through the cracked blacktop When I become the flower You walk by and spit on At least, I will be blooming For some shitty weeks in June What will you do with the time given to you? What will you do with the time given to you?