Anyway so my name is Tae
Sorry i'm just really paranoid about everything
It just, it like, it hurts to like look in the mirror
And look at myself, you know?
I hope that I can watch this video again
In the future, after i like go on T, and be like
'Yeah, Yeah you fixed that stuff'
I guess what makes me the most uncomfortable
Is like my body, mainly my chest
Um
I wish I was Cis
But, um, It's ok
I want to be the love you want
But your lovers aren't like me
I want you to ask me to stay
Before it's my time to leave
I want you to kiss me goodbye
Like we have all the time in the world
I want you to hold my hand and smile
Like I was your perfect girl
You say you don't know how you feel
I think you're just saving face
'Cause I don't think you like how I look
But I think you like how I chase
And I'm sure you don't mean to harm me,
But my mind's not what you're used to
And I think if I was born different
You'd say, "I only want you"
I think you like my attention
Or maybe the lack thereof
And sometimes you say you like me
But there's such a lack of love
And I don't expect you to care for me
I only want the truth
'Cause I'm giving you my time
And the better half of my youth
I want to be the love you want
But your lovers aren't like me
I want you to ask me to stay
Before it's my time to leave
I want you to kiss me goodbye
Like we have all the time in the world
I want you to hold my hand and smile
Like I was your perfect girl
You say you don't know who I am
Said you're bound to make mistakes
Said, I'm not your boyfriend 'cause of time
But I think it's just for your sake
And I hate being the first one like me
That you've dared to hold hands with
Maybe I'm just another story to tell
Another checkmark on your list
I want to be the love you want
But your lovers aren't like me
I want you to ask me to stay
Before it's my time to leave
I want you to kiss me goodbye
Like we have all the time in the world
I want you to hold my hand and smile
Like I was your perfect girl