I woke up deadly in her bed, and then she said to me
You better leave before 11, or you're dead to me
Grabbed my shit, never letting you ahead of me
Stepped to God, prayed to heaven that you're sent for me
Do I believe in something stronger than my brain can handle?
I don't know, but maybe it's a sign I need another handle
I'm setting my hopes above the clouds like he just sent for me
But I can't make myself believe that I live recklessly
But setting that aside for a second
We're just letting go of whatever we know for a second here
And smoking for the focus, and to fucking get my head all clear
Get to know how I can go and blow up, start my damn career
And honestly, just live like me, out and free responsibly
See if I can try to change the world that comes across to me
Taking what you hand to me while questioning my sanity
Sit back on the bed and listen while you rant to me
If you call me baby, no matter how hard I try
It gets me every time
Wish that I could say I love you, but I'm scared
I wish that I could say my truth
Wish that I could say I'm thinking all the time
And how I'm coming home to you
If only I could say the simple things that come to mind
Like tell that stranger in the car how bad they are at driving
If I can stop that thing from happening and save a life
Is it coincidence or something that I know inside
Is there love? Is there chance? Is there superstition?
Is it something where I have to wait around and listen?
Is there someone I can talk to making my decisions?
Someone who has no formal bias towards their own religion?
And if I meet my soulmate, where's it written in the stars
That I should go and find them, change myself to be like who they are
Buy the car they say that you would star in, 'cause you know it's true
But are you doing it for them or doing it for you?
If you call me baby, you better really mean that shit
I don't know if I can handle this
I wish that I could say I love you, but I'm scared
I wish that I could say my truth
I wish that I could say I'm thinking all the time
'Bout how I'm coming home to you
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Now I'm coming home to you