When I send him a song he doesn't like He makes me feel like I've ruined his fucking night I only saw him cry a couple times He was holding an onion and a kitchen knife He tells his friends things are easy 'cause we never fight But why should I bother if he's always right Sometimes I just wanna shrink until I'm out of sight Stay up for hours once you've turned off the lights I feel so sorry for wasting your time The girl you wanted I just couldn't find I feel so sorry for wasting my time The girl that I wanted got left behind I'm surprised how in pictures I'm not as young Would you still find me pretty if I don't hold my tongue Why does the day always end before I'm done Why does going to bed still feel like you've won I feel so sorry for wasting your time The girl you wanted I just couldn't find I feel so sorry for wasting my time The girl that I wanted had always been mine Had always been mine Had always been mine