Deus tae hominae, opes tae deus deum Deus tae hominae, opes tae deus deum Deus tae hominae, opes tae deus deum Deus tae hominae, opes tae deus deum Darkness surrounds me Darkness inside me Again The book of shadows, holds everything about my life Every pain I feel is held within The book of shadows, is there for everyone to see Holding all the secrets I didnt want revealed Every page you turn I feel every single pain Every sentance read All the feelings come flooding back again The book of shadows, I didnt want to see its cover All covered in shame, dripping words from the pages like blood From in the shadows, the people look upon my face Though i've never seen the look of love Every page you turn, every word you read is like a knife Every sentance burns, as you pick at the bones of my life Can't defend myself, I can't pretend it wasnt me If I knew then, the kind of person I was suposed to be Oh, then you wouldnt see, no Oh book of shadows, is there a way to hide it all Every page I tear comes back again My vision narrows, until! I simply disapear Under the weight of all the things I am How can I return, some words of kindness to the page What could I have done That makes you measure me with such guage Given time again, and all the changes there could be I dont see when, I become the person you're suposed to see Oh, I dont think I could be, no You cant escape the book of shadows Its your life It doesnt map your future It just lists your past And when you're gone forever You'll be here Inside