Get lost
Come back again
Cause I can't decide where I hate you less
In the past or in my bed
And I'm alone
Even at your side
And I could fill the void you opened up
With all these tears I've cried
So darling you can leave or stay
Cause I'll be mired in misery either way
I can't shake this damn addiction
And I can't fix off the dose you're giving
Cause when you're around you don't want to be
But when I'm alone I'm in agony
So I'm clinging onto your charity
So darling you can leave or stay
Cause I'll be mired in misery either way
You were everything
I'd ever need
And you swore to me that you'd never leave
You promised me 'eternally'
Now it's dangerously clear to me
That you don't know what it means anyway
I wish I didn't love you
I wish I didn't love you
Oh I wish I didn't love you
Wish my heart beat not only for you
Oh I wish so many things that just won't be
Like I wish I didn't need you
I wish I never had believed you
I wish I never ever had to watch you leave... willingly