I was going for the win
I dropped a couple songs and dropped a couple friends
Nobody did wrong but I'm looking to end
You know the finish line only a matter of time
Before I'm paying everybody bills off the rhymes
That I write in my room depressed I can't lie
A nigga made black boy joy with suicide on my brain
Just praying nobody think it would be lame
I'm saying if you got big dreams then it's cost
I'm laying in my bed right now taking a loss
I'm on tour but you know every show I set it off to be sure
You know I got it baby it's not doubt about baby
These niggas doing music for money then boys that dumb
Being tryna make money from music since 21
I even help back on having my first son
Out of fear I would be out on tour when he was born yeah
My heart don't change my mind just ain't the same
I want this dream in every major way
My heart don't change my mind just fade to gray
I fight my fear & whatever it's takes
Hard work & dedication is the recipe
Second guessing & overthinking will get the best of me
Weed smoke & hard drinking will be the death of me
Picking up rest of pieces before i rest in peace
Same time hiding my demons that all befriended me
& Told me that my mental can drain my physical energy
Thinking the rap shit not as real as I ever seemed
Every single rapper is planted all the industry
Less about ya raps and what about what your image be
But I been on the map brought up in Memphis Tennessee
This ain't a single
This is something for the ppl
Who been sliding in my dms tryna see where I'm at
I'm working on my debut my album niggas
This is a fact
If that don't pop I prolly never came back
I invested my whole life into these dumb ass raps
Just to see the new ppl poppin & I can't have that cause I'm a goat
My heart don't change my mind just ain't the same
I want this dream in every major way
My heart don't change my mind just fade to gray
I fight my fear & whatever it's takes