Lately been feeling like I just ain't got the energy
Pictures of me in my gallery don't resemble me
I've been sleeping more but I just can't feel the rest in me
Feeling like I need change in my mentality
I'm tired of always trying to escape reality
I need to get better in handling my anxiety
Need to not run away from what's there right in front of me
Cuz I been running too long and its finally catching up to me
But I can't, I keep on cycling through the same routine
I try to break the habit but the habit keeps breaking me
I think too much and feel too much, I just can't
Let go enough, I'm feeling stuck but
When its hard I look for peace in what's surrounding me
Look away from the screens cuz its draining energy
Put on my music and shuffle through my song library
And float away from my head and what's weighing heavy on me
I step behind and meditate when I feel in distressed
Cuz being mindful I found that it do relieves the stress
As time passes me by I careful watch my steps
When I get old I hope not a lot that I do regret
Lord teach me to be kind and never harbor hate
Cuz I'm still a child and I'm prone to go out and misbehave
22, making mistakes, but still I elevate
Right on top of all of these songs is where I levitate
Where I levitate
Hoping that when I'm making moves I never hesitate
Hoping that strength and resiliency is what I demonstrate
Hoping that my timing is perfect and that its never late