Feeling lost in the darkness In and out of love and it feel like I'm falling I been tripping Keeping my distance Trying hard not to break down So much on my plate Don't know how much I can take now Everyone forgetting about me Don't know who to trust With all these vultures around me But I stand on my two Even when there's no one to talk to Imma keep on pushing without you To get free Black woman First mother birth mother We all know it But some ignore it and take cover Behind a mask of hatred they got for black woman I gotta say it because I came from a black woman A black woman I love pushed out my son At that moment saw divine intervention come from above But then I think about Breonna Taylor No one could save her Crooked cops robbed her of motherhood and good When her career was 'bout saving lives Irony evil and wicked the way it sever ties Keep y'all some mace or a strap when y'all gotta go outside I know some pervert ass niggas left them with silent cries Not advertised but still you rise Rapped for Rapsody on her tour She said my pen was sharp and told me I gotta stay the course She said I had a gift as she looked in my eyes Inspiration from a black woman is all that we need sometime I swear to god Feeling lost in the darkness In and out of love and it feel like I'm falling I been tripping Keeping my distance Trying hard not to break down So much on my plate Don't know how much I can take now Everyone forgetting about me Don't know who to trust With all these vultures around me But i stand on my two Even when there's no one to talk to Imma keep on pushing without you Nigga don't try to say you inspired by us Always leaning on our shoulder just to leave us in the dust Don't call me strong that ain't no compliment Being strong is why we're disregarded and we're suffering But don't get it twisted I know how powerful I can be I know my grandmothers is watching and they so proud of me A force to be afraid of society bring it out of me Angry black woman 'cause nigga I got the right to be But I ain't really angry I'm tired Tired of negotiating wages when I'm tryna get hired Tired of feeling all this pain with no place to go higher I just need my voice amplified Give me a bullhorn and worldwide intercom I'll let the whole entire world know 'bout my power Want us to be y'all therapist but tell me who gon' be ours We go missing for hours days weeks and months at a time No one can find I been feeling confined Now I just wanna be free Feeling lost in the darkness In and out of love and it feel like I'm falling I been tripping Keeping my distance Trying hard not to break down So much on my plate Don't know how much I can take now Everyone forgetting about me Don't know who to trust With all these vultures around me But I stand on my two Even when there's no one to talk to Imma keep on pushing without you To get free