I'm a houseplant you should never water
Let me wither in the winter world around me dither
When I take a step back
Step back to black and I fade to obscurity
Finally giving in to insecurities
Said to be myself but now you're scared of me
Twisting pirouettes on spinning sawblades
A dancer in a gambit made of love
Finally seeing red in all shades of grey
We're not done but we act like we are
Don't know why we try to move on
Past the point of no return
I've failed once and maybe just a few more times
Understand why you don't want to try
Always gone concern myself with what everybody thinks about me
Especially you with your look of disappointment
Know I'm so annoying
Know I can't enjoy shit
Whining mocking birds cry for help stepping on they wings
Singing lovely songs for morbid lovers
Know I'm wrong you don't need to hit the buzzer
Tossing turning can't discern it
Feelings serving certain persons
S for my people burning out
I heard you loud and clear
Always tryna get away
Please just let me skate away
Till the wheels fall off
Till my heart beat too hard that it stop
I've been bound to these city streets
Let them bend my path into circles can't escape
What a nice day just to melt in the blazing sun
Just like Icarus got a taste of what I truly want
Rusted wheels
Wounds they never heal
Gouge them open tell me how it feel
Nothings real
Rusted wheels
Wounds they never heal
Gouge them open tell me how it feel
Nothings real
Rusted wheels
Wounds they never heal
Gouge them open tell me how it feel
Nothings real
Rusted wheels
Wounds they never heal
Gouge them open tell me how it feel
Nothings real