When I'm winding down on my own at night
I think of the things that I control in life
I really hope majority I handle right
I shit out what to do and cross my fingers tight
Can I reserve a halo?
Based on how my day go
If we talking whole life
Then send me to the charcoal
Send me to the devil
Stripped of all my medals
It don't matter my credentials
I'm stuck inside my mental like woah
Lemme out, lemme go
Got a five star meal out in west to
I don't even got no shoes, no coat
Cherry coke and some dominos, fuck a dinner, I can see frosty roads
I'll freeze
Camping out in the east
Shit was a crazy 2018
I'm a cozy soul
Living in my cozy room
Bumping cozyboy
It got me in a cozy mood
In a lonely mood
I got some friends that's lonely too
We got each other though
We love our little lonely crew
Somebody loving you
I know you're scared 'cause you don't understand what lovers do
I know you're scared 'cause usually they stay away from you
But hey they're picking you
I wouldn't be surprised if they might know the feeling too
Lay down
I know you got family problems
But they're not around
Let it out girl, pout
Cry, breakdown
I'll be here to help out
I'm concerned for your health, girl
We should eat out
You been skipping meals
Trust me, I been down that road, I'll make you stop the wheels
Calories are hourly with me, you know the deal
Talking 'bout depression, girl, I just got off the pills
Questions 'bout prescriptions, I can answer 'em for real
The headaches and the therapy, you know I know the feel
Sitting up at night, I keep on praying that you heal
I know you'll win, my baby, got a skin that's made of steel
Wonder women type deal
Honeyberry air smell
I just wanna go now
You just wanna go now, ay
Lemme turn the light down
Lemme turn the bass loud
I'm just gonna close these drapes
Fried until my face melt
Artist like I'm Drake Bell
Cooking like it's Swiss Chalet
Green from the glass gave me
Visions like it's splinter cell
This shit got me feeling so great
Honeyberry air smell
I just wanna go now
You just wanna go now, ay
Lemme turn the light down
Lemme turn the bass loud
I'm just gonna close these drapes
Fried until my face melt
Artist like I'm Drake Bell
Cooking like it's Swiss Chalet
Green from the glass gave me
Visions like it's splinter cell
This shit got me feeling so great