I'm laying awake tonight I'm laying awake to fight back all the years I've tried Stare at the light up screen Look at you next to me in deepest silent sleep I know I'm almost there Back in the old house Back in the bedside frame Buried a hatchet Where all the skeletons decayed Know what I know now Doubling down on all our ways Cause all I ever did was change I'm kicking up all the dust Watching it all rain down on me to fog the day Regretting it all away Regretting it all til nothing's left An empty slate I know I'm almost there Back in the old house Back in the bedside frame Buried a hatchet Where all the skeletons decayed Know what I know now Doubling down on all our ways Cause all I ever did was change Was change Was change Was change