I'm in a cycle, can't breathe, now I'm out of control
Out of control
No one can fix this, I need mental care for my soul
My soul
I changed my mind, I don't believe that I'm dead
Now it's time for a break, I can't forgive what I said
But the time is not over, and I figure it out
I was blind and so upset
I am paralysed
Feels like I am
Fadin', fadin', fadin'
But I'd fight tonight much harder
See these daggers become sharper
Cutting straight through me like ocean waves
No one knows but I hate myself
This is a tragic way
Everybody wants to help but things in life are broken and disturbed
But I have to know, there are so many other ways
Everyone leaves, can't find the light in the dark
I wonder where are my feelings? Why should I fall apart?
I always keep searching, try to find my anchor
But I slowly fade away
My mind (my mind)
Is falling apart, but I can't accept this
I dive (I dive)
Deep down to the blue where I buried myself
It is time to exhale, I believe it (believe it)
My life weights a ton, I am breathing (breathing)
Like a nightmare but real, my soul bleeding
I take a deep inhale
I am paralysed
Feels like I am
Fadin', fadin', fadin'
But I'd fight tonight much harder
See these daggers become sharper
Cutting straight through me like ocean waves
There's land in sight
There's land in sight