Was it the lonely nights that made you feel scared?
We're back at again, searching for that bliss
Where all my agonies were once declared
Shadows in your eyes, tension in a kiss
The stagnant light never did flatter
The warmth in your gaze; a body so thin
In an instant where nothing else mattered
Guitar on one shoulder, dreaming of sin
And I'm staring at your burning, soul searching eyes
And I realise it's you I despise
Yeah I realise it's you I despise
And once again, you're out of your mind
This'll be over as soon as we're sober
Perhaps I should have never been so kind
Shaking in the park with you, October
He looks at me as though he thinks he's in love
Lost in all these drug induced nightmares
You can tell that I'm clearly so sick of
This god damn stupid love affair
And I'm staring at your burning, soul searching eyes
And I realise it's you I despise
Yeah I realise it's you I despise
This stupid love affair
And I'm staring at your burning, soul searching eyes
And i realise it's you I despise
Yeah I realise it's you I despise
And I'm staring at your burning, soul searching eyes
And i realise it's you I despise
And I realise it's you I despise