I lost a friend today, to me it's nothing new
I suffer every day, walk a mile up in my boots
I have to feed us everyday to keep my head afloat
My mental state is crashing down, I feel like I will choke
If I fall to lust with this bullet, will it be enough?
I sit in bed picturing my brain spilled out with love
I feel the urge to do it every fucking day
And when I'm on my fuckin' breaking point, I'm walking to the lake
You would never find my corpse and you would never see my face
You would never hear from me again, that's all I gotta say
Time after time, hurt right aftеr hurt
I wanna slam a knife into my neck and bleed out on the curb
You would nеver find my corpse and you would never see my face
You would never hear from me again, that's all I gotta say
Time after time, hurt right after hurt
I wanna slam a knife into my neck and bleed out on the curb
The thoughts inside my mind are always leaking out
I cannot fuckin' focus till you push me to the ground
When the fear hits my mind, I'll break out of this person
Depersonalized, I never want to cry again I'm hurting
You would never find my corpse and you would never see my face
You would never hear from me again, that's all I gotta say
Time after time, hurt right after hurt
I wanna slam a knife into my neck and bleed out on the curb
You would never find my corpse and you would never see my face
You would never hear from me again, that's all I gotta say
Time after time, hurt right after hurt
I wanna slam a knife into my neck and bleed out on the curb