Chilling with pain I been chilling with misery
She wanna get close I don't think you wanna get close to me
I got people who don't notice me
Chilling with my demons they the only ones who know me
Know me know this I been stuck down in this pit
I been trying but I'm pissed
I been clawing at this fence
I been tryna get a grip but you know that
Look at my attempts they so sad but you know that
Say this say that say what you want about me
They all ask me how I live turn on this song and then you'll see
To be honest it's real sad I'm filled with drugs and they won't leave
I been feening for a hit
Give me a hit of that
I told you that I'd quit but I find myself I'm running back
I told you that I'm clean but here I am I'm off the pack
I said I hate that girl but I love her I blew out her back
I guess I hate myself cause I always am running back
I guess I hate myself cause I always am running back
Run back to it put my faith into it
I wanna run away but I'm weak I can't do it
They always tell me I can do it
Never believe what they say not for a second
Imma still try my best pull out a hat trick
Imma still light this up just like a matchstick
Pull back the trigger light you up just like a matchstick
I been living with a frown
I know you wanna get real close but I can't keep your face around
Head above the water I won't drown
I just wanna kill myself put myself down in the ground
Blow my brains out
Put some drugs in my brain why do I feel dead now
Lord end it any day now
I just wanna find some peace death must be my way out
I walk like that I talk like that ok
Put some hate up on my twitter and they got nothing to say
Now I make these songs and now it's not ok
They already shut me out now it will always stay that way
Stay away from me
Get out of my life please just stay away from me
Stay away from me
Get out of my life please just stay away from me