Man, I'm sick of all this snow on the ground, bringing me down
I just wanna skate around get the fuck out this town
It's a frigid type of feeling being stuck in the house
Find my motivation slipping like my lights going out
I've been fuckin up, wow, good job little fucker
I've been slipping on these stupid little sad type blunders
And gee, I wondered why you take me as a sucker
Gotta buck up get my luck up, 'fore I have another fuck up
Like okay, I've been my best as of late
Hollup wait, gimme a break, already know what you're bout to say
You're like me from yesterday, with all these awful things you spray
I've been baited, I've been jaded
Now it's time that I fucking faced it
I'm my own worst critic, And I've had it with this shit
Follow patterns, it don't matter, l gotta forgive my inner kid
Getting sadder getting madder
Feel I might just call it quits
Ima give up, boutta sit up, throw my self in the abyss
Live from Satan's fuckin waiting room
Man this shit is bullshit, you know it
Neurosis got a knife and it split me up, mitosis
I've been feeling like one half of a whole kid
I wrote this on a memory but threw away the whole thing, I'm joking, no posing
I'm posted up in hell with my demons
They're scheming up a way to cut me out and keep me bleeding
I'ma need a fucking suture for these open wound feelings, believe it
I'ma look into my future find my eden, in season
God forbidden fruit is my favorite type of meal
Serve it with a side of poison, and satan's own seal
Apathetic appetizers, and some Minotaur veal
Cerberus is cannibalistic when his other heads steal
His dinner, made a deal with the devil and that shit ain't got no winners
Even hell is frozen over, everybody stuck in winter
Dante fucking lied and I'm bitter
Beatrice is missing, she is simply just a whisper
Mother Mary didn't listen, people dying, y'all indifferent
Proselytize and shout opinions
Bury trauma from religion
Killing people over fiction
Lie about it, that's a given
Stomping out these kids to ambitions
Lock em up in mental prison
Bearing these scars, for the rest of my life
Everybody around them, simply thought it was fine
Bearing these scars, for the rest of my life
Everybody around them, simply thought it was fine