Every time I feel down, I look down at my shoes, spit another 16, hit upload get no views Stuck inside a nightmare where murders aren't news Searching for new friendships, they're seeking out a different dude Not a faggot a with no gender like I am, return to sender I'm malnourished, called that slender My life's been void of splendor As of late, I've been hating my self all the time A stroke of fate, cry inside, while I pretend that I'm fine No one cares, I don't mind Pull my hair, I'll be alright I've been lost, I've been scared, I've been biding all my time But like every time I feel down Ill look down at my shoes Spit another 16, hit upload get no views Every time I feel down Ill look down at my shoes Spit another 16, hit upload get no views