Some days got me wondering Like what does it all mean Oh well The Old me would've sold his Soul for a six pack Younger self was a church boy Facing gawds wrath A gawd smack was that hand Teaching me right and wrong It's funny how you forget that Shit when you hit the bong The old me hated rap I couldn't Understand A broken heart will change shit We'll call it gawds plan Cause we were rotten And we fell into the wrong Hands Resentment forming in the Cracks of what was once love Fucking doves I'm trying to go full black swan Don't get my lingo I don't blame you I'm so lost in the mind All I rap is sad shit Video games And I what I can't have That's code for pretty girls With angel wings On a flight path To a better life Man I sleep with a knife And I don't say that to sound Hard That's just me every night The contemplation of letting go Of the things I like Wonder if heaven is real Aye could I spend the night Mom would say I'm on one But I'm sure it's alright The homie Rojas saw me lucid Dreaming screaming like I lost all of my friends I must've seen the end Woke up confused I didn't know who I was again Man that shit was crazy It got me thinking lately Maybe an angel's better off Without me going crazy Ha Shit Maybe an angel's better off Without me The old me would've sold his Four for a six ahh The old me would've sold his Soul for a What The old me would've sold his Soul for a six shit The old me would've sold his Soul for a six pack The old me would've sold his Soul for a six pack The younger self was that church Boy Facing gawds wrath A gawd smack was that hand Teaching me right and wrong It's funny how you forget that Shit when you hit the bong The old me hated rap I couldn't Understand A broken heart will change shit We'll call it gawds plan Cause we were rotten And we fell into the wrong Hands Resentment forming in the Cracks of what was once love The old me would've sold his Soul for a six pack The younger self was that church Boy facing gawds wrath A gawd smack was that hand Teaching me right and wrong It's funny how you forget that Shit when you hit the bong