I don't wanna go in blind I'm afraid of my mind, no I'm not fine, okay My dreams sometimes don't feel mine I don't recognize this place, did I die and go to heaven Am I stuck in a place that do not obey time Are you God, or an angel, or in my mind, oh hey I know your face know those eyes, yeah I know your face know those eyes I know your place in my life Am I here because I do not know mine Am I here because there's nobody by my side Guess I'll never know, and that's alright I been laying on the beach getting sunlight I been laying on the beach getting sunlight Taking time to myself, 'cause it feels right Taking time to myself, 'cause it feels right I don't mind being alone because my heart's right Sticking to my guns, magazine in so tight Lemon water, candles by a bathtub at night Kick back, eyes shut, yeah this is my highlight Every morning I am faced with the same things Circles and circles in my mind, am I doing okay Losing touch isn't much if I wanna be free From these thoughts that suffocate and consume me Can I see a glimmer within the sunlight Or is that just my mind consuming my sight The kids won't welcome me, they know the truth it can't be seen So here is where I find my solace I don't wanna go to sleep I can't go another day losing my mind as I tell you that it's okay Everyone and nobody around me is saying Things I never hear for myself, yeah And then The clouds come to circle in I am lost in the silence within And I convince myself that I'm fine As I achieve that special peace of mind