How's it going
Yeah I know, It's been a while, why
I been thinking 'bout gods and my place in the universe
Thinking 'bout how everything I do will get lost in time
I been up here for a few years now
But it feels like decades
At first I was mad, but now I'm relaxed
And now I see that you are what I wanted out of faith
Stars are diamonds I remember in your eyes
I remember I got nothing out of life
Good, bad, memories keep flooding back
I can't tell when I'm happy or just kinda sad
Call it corny, but you were my world
I'm only human, so I burnt it to a crisp
Looking back, I made some poor decisions
But that's another iceberg, so I'll give the tip
Sorry that I wasted your time
I always kept you up at night, you couldn't relax
And I popped a couple pillies and gave you an attack
I didn't mean for that to happen, but I can't take it back
This was supposed to be my last night
But I canceled that
Maybe I deserve to be alone
So I can't come back