You're the only one i can talk to
Let's suppose that you were able every night
To dream any dream that you wanted to dream
And that you could, for example
Have the power within one night to dream
Seventy-five years of time
Or any length of time you wanted to have
And you would, naturally as you
Began on this adventure of dreams
You would fulfill all your wishes
You would have every kind of pleasure you could conceive
And after several nights of seventy-five years of
Total pleasure each
You would say
"Well, that was pretty great."
But now let's have a surprise
Let's have a dream which isn't under control
Where something is gonna happen to me
That I don't know what it's going to be
And you would dig that and come out of that and say
"Wow, that was a close shave, wasn't it?"
And then you would get more and more adventurous
And you would make further and further out gambles
As to what you would dream
And finally, you would dream
Where you are now
You would dream the dream of living
The life that you are actually living today.
That would be within the infinite multiplicity
Of choices you'd have
Of playing that you weren't God
Because the whole nature of [?]
According this idea is to play that he's not
The first the he says to himself is man get lost
Because he gives himself away
The nature of love, is self abandonment
Not clinging to one self
Throwing yourself out as in for example
Basketball, you're always getting rid of the ball
You say to the other fella have a ball
See
And uh, th-that keeps things moving
That's the nature of life
So in this idea is fundamentally
The ultimate reality
Not god in a politically kingly sense
But god in the sense of being the self
The deep down basic whatever there is
And you're all that, only you're pretending you're not