What do I do with myself With no one to please, no one to freak me out I feel like everyone else, I see through the fog of all the chemicals Tip toe onto the morning talk shows, Reading off a script hitting all the right notes Once I hear applause I can take the suit off Cause when the lights are beating down on you, Yeah that tie will make you want to puke How many shirts will I have to sweat through? Just to never have to admit The whole thing is a bit, I over committed Didn't want to change except to stay the same way There's always some scheme I'm imploring Some lesson I don't feel like learning These little lies keep my head from imploding Under the scope of the world, philosophy, I don't know What do I do with myself With no one to please, No one to freak me out I feel like everyone else, I see through the fog of all the chemicals What do I do with myself? Do I abandon the comforts of familiar hells? A brand new sun, A new sound, I'm apart of the system that was freaking me out Built myself a future where I could watch the world explode Like it's cold soft serve in a hot boxed car Melting onto the dashboard All the conscious choices I avoid The shine of the lights, I'm stepping aside Into the void